I found some lovely Hibuscus flowers growing in my garden and turned them into a pretty
Uncomfortable
today i will tell a real story.
My brother used to hit me.
I say ‘used to’ because we do not see each other much anymore.
i moved away.
not because of him, but because I went to study.
he never got the chance, for all the drugs and violence.
It got okay, then mum had a stroke, and the lovely girlfriend he had got hit.
as it goes.
I wish he didn’t – i thought he got better
but i don’t know why
he’s never gotten better.
i still hope he does.
i hope i do.
manique.
i used to do drugs.
i say ‘used to’ because i don’t see them anymore.
i moved away
not because of the drugs, but because i was capable of more
but i’m failing
i still don’t need the drugs, though,
they are still gone
i hope they stay that way
i can handle all the things.
even Mickey.
1. Narration
As the sort of preface for the re-invention of my personal blog, I would like to explain its narrative style.
It does not exist – I am trying to find a style that I thought I had already developed, so, this blog will be ever-changing and experimental. It probably will not be very entertaining.
This is not meant to be a cohesive site for information but external evidence and reference for personal hope and inspiration for passion and will to live.
Everything from here on out is probably an in-the-moment expression with a severe lack of context.
enjoy.